…..one last time…..just one last time..........and there you are sitting on the stone ledge with a paper cup held to your lips drinking that scalding brown liquid to warm you from the cold December winds……your beast sits there waiting to roar to life and you stare beyond it with no thoughts clouding your mind. Storm clouds drift above with the threat of freezing winds as I walk over the hilltop and down toward you…..the fur of my jacket blows against my face, my eyes shielded by darkness……and from your own gaze….a gaze that has burned me far too many times….. As I come near, you glance at me with no sign of emotion…..just a cold stare of indifference… I walk past you and your steel beast, hands clenched within my pockets just hoping you will let me be……..peace is all I care for at this moment…..but within me I feel my heart stir with sorrow and heartache for you and for what might have been if so many things had been other than they were…… I hear the motor come to life and know without looking that you are leaving me….......again……….. but without words this time….. I am angry and sad all at once….but I walk toward my destination and into the warmth….away from the cold blasts of wind. I strip away my clothes and step into a blasting spray of hot steam in my safe haven…..the place I chose not so long before….. The water beats upon me as memories of you beat upon my soul and I close my eyes and raise my face to the steamy spray……hoping for feelings to pass….hoping to forget………. but it is not time……….I hear a motor outside and turn the water down……..and know…..just know….. I wrap a velvet soft robe round me and look outside the window with water dripping from my hair….and I see you walking toward my door, still with your helmet on, the beast slumbering in the drive. I stand at the door wondering what to do….. and then you bang the heavy door knocker upon its iron mount…. I lean against the door with my eyes closed and slowly reach back with my hand and turn the knob and the door opens……. You walk in and I stand there just watching you as you take your helmet off…….. then your dark glasses and there they are again…….those lucid wolf grey eyes…… those eyes that took me away before and lock my gaze once again….. No words come…… we stand as we are in front of one another… slowly, you reach out and take my hand and pull me toward you and wrap your arms round me and I feel the heat of you….a heat I have missed for so long….. I let go of my fear and your arms wrap round me and I am closer……where I want to be even if for just this moment in time……. for one moment can last forever if you wish........ I lean my head against your shoulder and breathe in the smell of leather and the beast and feel I am home….. you are a part of me and always will be…. No matter the things we have said or done…. I feel you kiss my hair and your hands move to my face and you look at me and seal my lips with your own….gently and then with feeling….so much to feel……….passion rages…… I feel myself go wet with desire…wanting to be close to you, closer than we have ever been….. I take your hand and lead you up the stairs and turn on the hot, steaming spray again……. I slowly slip your leather coat from your shoulders and drape it upon a nearby chair…. You lift your shirt over your head and let it fall to the floor as I unbuckle your belt and slowly release you from the rest of your clothes……. I slip the robe from my shoulders and let it fall to the floor and step into the shower…..and you join me… The water takes my breath away…. You pull me toward you and I feel your warm, sun kissed skin against my own, wet with steam…. I slide my foot along yours wanting to feel every inch of you against me…. Your desire pushes against my thigh, velvety soft and wet hot from the water showering down over us….. I reach up and ravel my fingers in your hair as you hold my face within your hands and lean toward me……kissing my neck and moving downward to my breasts and I arch my back….. your hands move down and grasp my hips pulling me closer to you….. and you reach beneath my hips and lift me up and I wrap my legs round you, locking my ankles at your back….. You lean against the glass wall as the water stream down between us…. And you find me and take me…… you are within me, moving hot and hard as I wrap my arms around your neck and move against you….. the water falling upon us is like a waterfall and the heat rises from within….. I feel you become as rigid as a steel dagger in its hilt waiting for release…….. and it comes….you release within me and spill your soul and I cry out as I strike the target's heart…..over and over until I realize that you are holding me against you and I am standing again, leaning against you, feeling your length…..feeling your wet skin against my own as the water continues its gentle spray………one last time before you must leave again………forever……
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